I used to be proud of my accomplishments and achievements. I used to be hurt by the stupid things I've done and the bad things that happened to me. The routine balancing act of proving my worth or letting my past define me, of loving too hard or dwelling on people I've lost. These were …
Month: May 2018
On Magic pt.2
Magic is everywhere, for those with eyes to see 💛 ... Generally the only real magic I follow is the emotional gravity I feel in my heart, I guess some people call it intuition. Sometimes I feel like I have appointments, and so I follow this pull in my chest; I'm learning to trust it. …
On Magic
Enacting/Imposing your will on anything is magic; Wishing wellness/Praying/Faith/Love may look like white magic. Wishing illness/Cursing/Force/Hatred may look like dark magic. Wishing for enlightenment/Studying/Practicing Will may look sagely. Wishing for purity/Weather/Familiars may look druidic. All are dissonance from harmony, and it's not Godly or Satanic, it's nothing outside of you; it's simply your unresolved need …
On Mental Health
I know I post about ADHD and BPD a lot, and I'm kinda curious how it actually comes across. I think psych profiles are terribly cool, and I hold no personal stigma in regards to personality "disorders" or suicidality. Yes, living with mental health problems can be challenging and difficult, but I choose to look …
Personal – Detached Manifestation
So, I'm coming to understand the nature of the law of attractiom, in an indirect way. I've been working towards self-fulfillment and self-actualization, trying to appreciate myself with all my features and all my faults. Self-awareness is the key to self-improvement, or something like that. I have this passive, implicit, faith in the universe, in …
VeritaSuicide 